Apr 4, 2011

Why Wednesday?

Oh. My. Over-loved. Kneecaps. 
That was the BEST.
Thanks Hon. For your rendition.



Before I say mine, I kept pondering: Why a Wednesday? I used to think every Wednesday would be the hardest day of the week. Until I met David J. He always made my Wednesdays better, from the first time we met til the day he proposed. That's why he proposed on a Wednesday, it was just proof that he sees the best in every thing.


The Way It Went Down From The Hairy Point of View


Now here's the way I sees it.

I try my best to be sneaky, but I just don't have it in me. The thought of popping the long awaited question (well, in my eyes) just made me too darn excited.

I headed to work as usually around 8:30 a.m. and tried to keep myself busy so I wouldn't flood the earth with my nervous sweating. This did not work. So I left work and worked out for 2 hours, thinking of the million different scenarios that could happen during this adventure.

Around 3:30 I went to pick up the lovely Lizish and she was looking incredibly beautiful, as usual. Whenever I envisioned this day in my head, she was wearing purple. She did not disappoint! I had set up with a gentleman from Springville, whom I've never met, a horseback ride for me and Lizi.

From very close to the moment I met Lizi, I knew if I were to propose to this amazing woman, it would need to involve a horse. If I were to correlate any animal to Lizi, it would definitely be a horse. They are majestic and beautiful, with a spirit that can never be tamed. Any respect you receive from this mysterious creature is earned, and the same goes for Lizi.

We started out by currying and brushing the horses, something I knew nothing about. The horse that was assigned to me (Bella, if I remember correctly, which I probably don't...so, sorry....Bella..?) seemed to be extremely wary of me...or indifferent. Lizi was a natural with her horse (Pepper) and went into her own world. Of course this wasn't unexpected, as I know that Lizi when with a horse will go into a wordless form of communication with the horse, instantly gaining the horse's trust and affection. Actually, this was partially a part of my plan, I knew I had to distract Lizi enough so that she would be startled into saying yes to me....JK!

*It's important to note that throughout this entire process, I had no clue when I was going to propose. I thought maybe I'd be riding behind Lizi on a horse, as I am a greenie and she a seasoned veteran. *

We mounted our horses and started out on a small ride around the neighborhood. Lizi seemed natural on top of her horse, her smile lighting up the day and raising the temperature in the air (possibly just for me, she's very beautiful). I, however, was having quite a time trying to figure out how to hold the reins, position my feet without too much or too little pressure, and still look handsome sitting on top of the horse, not so sure I accomplished this. After a while of gallivanting around, we brought our horses back to the stable. The man who was kind of enough to let us use his horses loved giving me a hard time about being a wussypin with the horse. Can't argue there.

After we stabled our horses I knew it was time. I took Lizi out to the pasture with the horses. After taking a brief dinner break in the trough, I wiped my face clean of hay and lead her out to a stump in the middle of the field. It was incredibly sunny outside, which was wonderful since the previous 4 days and the next 4 days were all rainy or snowy. After talking for a little bit, I knew that I just had to do it. This wasn't going to be another first kiss incident where I was a sissy when I had the chance and ended up having to wait a week for another opportunity.

While she had her head turned, I knelt down in horse poop and held out the ring for her to see. I don't quite remember what I said, because my entire world was focused on her face. The way her eyes lit up affirmed every good feeling I've ever had about this woman. She didn't even look at the ring, but made eye contact with me and said the word I'd been adamantly anticipating and praying to hear, "YEES!!!!!!!!!".

I knew this was the beginning of something incredible, a life full of happiness (and sadness, I'm not completely unrealistic) with the woman I love so dearly, starting a family of our own filled with righteous children. Sometimes it doesn't feel real, it's completely surreal, but other times its SO REAL. I'm ready for the life of hard work and joy while my eternal companion and I dedicate ourselves to the Lord and help build Zion.

I love Elizabeth Anne Richards with all of my heart, soul, might, mind, earlobes and big toes, and I always will (even if I lose the toes).

Hairy Chest


Apr 1, 2011

"Lets go on a date. What about Wednesday?"


"Wednesday? I work hon."


"Get work off, okay? It will be sunny on Wednesday."


"I do miss the sun."


"I will call your manager if I have to get you off work for Wednesday."


........well he's adamant today....

Mar 31, 2011

Surprise!

Stay Tuned for the Story!

To Post or Not To Post

Taking a breather from technology has been very cleansing.
 I have been internally struggling with the dilemma of whether or not I ethically feel an online journal is appropriate for me. I'm not necessarily okay with posting my personal life to an audience that can do with it as they please. It scares me that the things I find sacred could be the center of ridicule to another.

Last week, I hit an all time low academically and I have been frantically trying to catch up. I've been working on four videos (Floating, POV, Mission Possible and Charade) this week and will be moving tonight. I also have quite exciting news. It took a huge chunk of my brain by thinking about it and starting preparation but before I continue this is my disclaimer: This blog may become more narcissistic ( I will try my best to include posts of appreciation and interesting art) but I DO NOT agree to distribution, ridicule or any negative attention towards the things I hold most dear to my heart.

With that plug, I will get more intimate with my posts. Not because you deserve to know but because my physical journal is themed in a way that won't capture it the same. Also, I want to remember this time of my life on a deeper level.

Mar 23, 2011

One Unforgettable Childhood Playmate

I regret not answering the phone call. I've wanted to call you ever since.

I don't know why but I felt a desperate NEED to write down my thoughts right now in comparison to later. Katie Jones (now jackson.) That name has been ringing in the ears of my brain for months now.


Katie, though grilled cheese tastes better with jam, I don't nearly eat them enough. I can't remember the last time I got completely soaked from head to toe and you should know you're probably the most courageous woman I've ever met. I miss you. Okay? Can I just say that? I miss you so much. I wish you'd just come over so we could climb up on my clubhouse to look at the stars. Or we could spend an afternoon making ridiculous movies again. You have no idea how excited I am to meet your newest addition.



Today, I'm grateful for inside jokes.

Mar 22, 2011

My Last Words

We call the center of our physical bodies a heart. Nothing can function without it. It is our core, our rhythm, our provider and the most vital organ. We use our heart figuratively as well, to us it captures our deepest desires, untold fears and indescribable anguish. Feel your heart and embrace it fully. It is proof you're alive. It gives you breath. Love with undying fervor. Love solves everything. You are beautiful when you're full of love. You are rich (in spirit) when you are full of love. You are trusted when you are full of love. You are loved when you are full of love.
~We were asked to write something so important that it could be our last words to our loved ones. These were mine.

Mar 18, 2011

This weekend, Unplug.

The days are getting longer and more gorgeous than ever. Give back to nature this Sunday and Unplug. Rejuvenate. Gain your personal identity outside of the media.

Mar 17, 2011

I Got Lucky

1) Two of my films were selected for the BYU FILM FESTIVAL, HUZZAH! April 8th & 9th, if you're interested in coming
2) Today I interned at BYUB (post-production and audio areas) which is the home for KBYU, BYUTV and Classical89
Thanks Patrick!

Mar 15, 2011

P.J. Guest Artist

-Artist for The Aquabats, Paul Frank, Yo Gabba Gabba...etc.

-These are just a sample of his daily doodles, not even any professional work.
-He makes me want to become better at drawing
-He is my cousin
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Parker-Jacobs/109681092388955

Mar 14, 2011

With a Pinch of...

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= overjoyed.

Mar 12, 2011

Reminder: You're invited to the Provo Beach Resort tonight at 5:30!

Cowboy Action Shooting

This is a film I made for class last semester. If you like elderly people or handling questionable weapons, you'll most likely enjoy this short film.

If you want to see more of my videos, go here.

Mar 9, 2011

Anything Worth Doing is Worth Doing Well

Even ant farming.

Karate School

Mar 8, 2011

Man-Made (in my case) Hand Warmers

Just counting a simple blessing in my life: hand holding.
"Holding hands is full of knowing glances, inside smiles and warm feelings in waiting hearts. You can't help but see the connection of two hands that help shape the world." 

Mar 4, 2011

Parked

-JiHye Park has the most contagious laugh in the world
-She loves to eat but you would never guess it with how skinny she is
-She doesn't like to be woken up
-I have never seen her lose her temper


(PS this pic was taken a long time ago)
-She'll text you love song lyrics while she's at work
-I've known her since I was five and I still think she is absolutely splendid
-I terribly miss living with her because she is always fun to be around
 JiHye! Lets play more.

Mar 3, 2011

In the sun he melted...

Ready for spring.

Mar 2, 2011

Fields of Green

Agnes says everyone has a landscape. 
I'd like to believe that my landscape is a horse pasture mid-spring at sunset....possibly  splashed with a few of those wild sunflowers. 
Honestly, I'm too young to tell.


Sunsets fascinate me. They always have so don't think I'm too kitsch. Think about it though, sunsets are impossible to capture perfectly. They bring a palette of intense colors and no matter how hard your day is, sunsets remind us that the day will always come to an end. 


Sunsets empower the sky, I believe they are proof that there is a Supreme Creator and they are even  gorgeous while reflected off horse's fur-making the horse slightly shimmer. Needless to say, sunsets are definitely a favorite. I can only dream that one day this landscape will fit me.