"Lets go on a date. What about Wednesday?"


"Wednesday? I work hon."


"Get work off, okay? It will be sunny on Wednesday."


"I do miss the sun."


"I will call your manager if I have to get you off work for Wednesday."


........well he's adamant today....

Surprise!

Stay Tuned for the Story!

To Post or Not To Post

Taking a breather from technology has been very cleansing.

 I have been internally struggling with the dilemma of whether or not I ethically feel an online journal is appropriate for me. I'm not necessarily okay with posting my personal life to an audience that can do with it as they please. It scares me that the things I find sacred could be the center of ridicule to another.

Last week, I hit an all time low academically and I have been frantically trying to catch up. I've been working on four videos (Floating, POV, Mission Possible and Charade) this week and will be moving tonight. I also have quite exciting news. It took a huge chunk of my brain by thinking about it and starting preparation but before I continue this is my disclaimer: This blog may become more narcissistic ( I will try my best to include posts of appreciation and interesting art) but I DO NOT agree to distribution, ridicule or any negative attention towards the things I hold most dear to my heart.

With that plug, I will get more intimate with my posts. Not because you deserve to know but because my physical journal is themed in a way that won't capture it the same. Also, I want to remember this time of my life on a deeper level.

One Unforgettable Childhood Playmate

I regret not answering the phone call. I've wanted to call you ever since.

I don't know why but I felt a desperate NEED to write down my thoughts right now in comparison to later. Katie Jones (now jackson.) That name has been ringing in the ears of my brain for months now.

Katie, though grilled cheese tastes better with jam, I don't nearly eat them enough. I can't remember the last time I got completely soaked from head to toe and you should know you're probably the most courageous woman I've ever met. I miss you. Okay? Can I just say that? I miss you so much. I wish you'd just come over so we could climb up on my clubhouse to look at the stars. Or we could spend an afternoon making ridiculous movies again. You have no idea how excited I am to meet your newest addition.



Today, I'm grateful for inside jokes.

My Last Words

We call the center of our physical bodies a heart. Nothing can function without it. It is our core, our rhythm, our provider and the most vital organ. We use our heart figuratively as well, to us it captures our deepest desires, untold fears and indescribable anguish. Feel your heart and embrace it fully. It is proof you're alive. It gives you breath. Love with undying fervor. Love solves everything. You are beautiful when you're full of love. You are rich (in spirit) when you are full of love. You are trusted when you are full of love. You are loved when you are full of love.
~We were asked to write something so important that it could be our last words to our loved ones. These were mine.

This weekend, Unplug.

The days are getting longer and more gorgeous than ever. Give back to nature this Sunday and Unplug. Rejuvenate. Gain your personal identity outside of the media.

I Got Lucky

1) Two of my films were selected for the BYU FILM FESTIVAL, HUZZAH! April 8th & 9th, if you're interested in coming

2) Today I interned at BYUB (post-production and audio areas) which is the home for KBYU, BYUTV and Classical89

Thanks Patrick!

P.J. Guest Artist

-Artist for The Aquabats, Paul Frank, Yo Gabba Gabba...etc.

-These are just a sample of his daily doodles, not even any professional work.
-He makes me want to become better at drawing
-He is my cousin
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Parker-Jacobs/109681092388955

With a Pinch of...

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= overjoyed.

Reminder: You're invited to the Provo Beach Resort tonight at 5:30!

Cowboy Action Shooting

This is a film I made for class last semester. If you like elderly people or handling questionable weapons, you'll most likely enjoy this short film.

If you want to see more of my videos, go here.

Don't Worry, High School DOES end

Anything Worth Doing is Worth Doing Well

Even ant farming.

Karate School

Man-Made (in my case) Hand Warmers

Just counting a simple blessing in my life: hand holding.

"Holding hands is full of knowing glances, inside smiles and warm feelings in waiting hearts. You can't help but see the connection of two hands that help shape the world." 

Parked

-JiHye Park has the most contagious laugh in the world

-She loves to eat but you would never guess it with how skinny she is

-She doesn't like to be woken up

-I have never seen her lose her temper

(PS this pic was taken a long time ago)

-She'll text you love song lyrics while she's at work

-I've known her since I was five and I still think she is absolutely splendid

-I terribly miss living with her because she is always fun to be around

 JiHye! Lets play more.

In the sun he melted...

Ready for spring.

Fields of Green

Agnes says everyone has a landscape. 

I'd like to believe that my landscape is a horse pasture mid-spring at sunset....possibly  splashed with a few of those wild sunflowers. 

Honestly, I'm too young to tell.

Sunsets fascinate me. They always have so don't think I'm too kitsch. Think about it though, sunsets are impossible to capture perfectly. They bring a palette of intense colors and no matter how hard your day is, sunsets remind us that the day will always come to an end. 


Sunsets empower the sky, I believe they are proof that there is a Supreme Creator and they are even  gorgeous while reflected off horse's fur-making the horse slightly shimmer. Needless to say, sunsets are definitely a favorite. I can only dream that one day this landscape will fit me. 

Bryndizzle?

I BELIEEVVVVVVVEEEEE. i saw Bryndi yesterday. How Lovely! It hit me how much happier I was and the joy didn't leave for the remainder of the evening. Thanks girl! You're lookin gorgeous, like always!

Toothbrush